ne... ja na

Honestly, i never thought this day would come. This day where absence feels stronger and closer to my heart. It makes sense you know. Makes sense to...

disappear

And be nothingness before all. Perhaps i am ready to leave. Perhaps this is the last of my roads. This ends here. And i have to let go. Really, no other is holding on save me. I posted Glen Hansard's song on fb mostly because it captured what i was feeling. But i didn't want others to understand the meaning of the song, so i didn't link it up.

Penang is far away and i am ready to move. There will be nothing there for me. Just embers of hopes and dreams. Here seems so... empty. There is nothing here for me too.

So shall i look for a new world where i can thread on air? Where the scent in the sky is one that truly is at one with who i am. I am not needed here and it is a feeling of... the end.

I came back for unresolved issues. Unanswered questions that i thought i should pursue the truth. And well... i got them. I know now. Solved rather peacefully unlike the fireworks of revelation i expected. Thus my time here seems stale.

Like i am fading as i walk down these halls. I think... this is it.

Goodbye,
alma mater