Of my smooshed ramblings

Okay, this is going to be a really neurotic post because basically, my head feels like it was smooshed by two cymbals or pans or SOMETHING cause my view of the world now, resembles like that portrait of the Silent Scream by... someone.

Ah, forgive my ignorance. I have to admit the past 72 hours haven't been my most brilliant. As a matter of fact, last night, after coming home from CNY-ing with the mates, i suddenly had this urge to clean up my closet. Mind you, i was rather smooshed at that point too and as i folded the HUNDREDS of clothes that i have (really must donate more to charity) i decideed what a horrible and stupid idea it was because i couldn't even keep my attention span long enough to decide what pile i should place my shirts in. Yes, i am currently very neurotic.

Luckily the only harm you have to worry about when folding clothes is making sure the magins of the shirts are aligned so that they look nice and pretty in the closet. Doesn't matter that i'd mess it up in a few days too.

Oh gee... there i go talking about me cleaning out my closet. How bizarre is that?

I know i'm not suppose to be jet lagged. My mommy said that we're young and apparently only old people get jet lagged. So, since she isn't (i guess that just means she isn't old =P) we shouldn't be. I think i'm NOT jet lagged. Cause, it isn't the disorient of daylight and nighttime that bothers me. Just that... i don't feel too rested, i guess.

I came back and the first thing that i was thinking was: The Student Council thingie. Shucks!! And then there's the APC meeting with the lecturers next week which i ALMOST forgot but i jotted it somewhere in my head, so i knew it was sometime next week. And then, i suppose is the social calls which i want and must do at the same time (my room is overstuffed with souvenirs and clothes at the moment ^_^;;). So, must plan meetings for next week. Must plan outings for next week. And must sound intelligent and brilliant through all the above. Hmm... i think the third's the hardest.

Especially cause i haven't squirmed meself a nice niche in the council. Heck, half the time i wish the meetings are over with and the other half... well... i realise that i have ten fingers and i *really* don't know what to do with them. I should go to meetings earlier too... I think i might have made the initiative to arrive later but this means i have to change my attitude. Having a post means i have to hoister the responsibilities handed out and i have to do them with integrity and in a way that merits those i am responsible for.

Granted, my creativity level or social skills is somewhere near zero (especially when it's party planning. I'm paper work not party planner, that's for sure) but, i can offer assistance with consistency right?

Hmm... worst come to worst i shall come with a book and an interested expression on my face. Don't mind that i'm zoning out behind the dead eyeballs.

Okay, i sound completely high of myself. I will try to commit more. Is that better?

Haha!!

Oh, i want to jot down some of my thoughts on London and Amsterdam but i think i might have rambled too much to Chibi yesterday (Sorry Chibi!!).

Okay... just placed some quotes in Fb. Hehe... Right...

I'm gonna fold more clothes now. Really, i should just donate some of my stuff. I think i have too much ^_^;;;

Byes!!